So, you've seen pics but I have not shared very many updates. I'm about 35 weeks along, and anxious to meet this little one that constantly is giving me loving kicks in the belly. I was riding in the car last night, running errands and while stopped at a light baby gave a HUGE kick, literally kicking me into a moment of realization that the day is coming soon...oh so soon!! Katherine was delivered at 35weeks, and Joshua made his appearance at 37 weeks, so we may be meeting/holding this baby any day now.
I've been feeling great. I've got this tiny, cute little ball protruding from my belly (okay, I'm partial cuz it's my baby bump). You'd think that after almost 3 full pregnancies, the baby bump would just be, well that, just a baby bump. But, I'm still amazed and in awe every time I look in the mirror and see the miracle that God is working inside of me, the way that our bodies are built to conform and expand and make room for such little miracles, and the awesomeness of feeling this little person move inside of me. I don't know that any words can express very well all that goes through my mind when I take a second to really think about the whole realm of pregnancy.
So...a lot has happened in 35 weeks. We did find an OB in town who will allow me to try for my second VBAC. I started seeing her at 24 weeks. At about 26weeks I was referred to the high risk OB, same doctor that performed the ultrasound, and diagnosed the Vasa Previa with my first; same dr. that did an ultrasound and said everything was good to try for a vbac with my second. In fact, I asked to be referred to her. I wanted her to do an ultrasound and make sure everything looked good. And everything looked and continues to look good on the ultrasounds. The High Risk dr advised us to do a monthly ultrasound because of my Sjogren's-to make sure baby's heart remained healthy and strong. So, we've had the oppty to take Katherine and Joshua to two ultrasounds now, to see baby on the screen. However, they are more interested in what the tech is doing to my belly, than watching the screen--which is kinda cute.
The last ultrasound was last week. I was 34 weeks, and baby was already estimated to weighing 4lbs 11oz. The doctor said that was just a little bit over average weight, and that we should still be okay to continue our attempt for VBAC delivery. I will now be seeing my regular OB weekly, through the delivery.
I'd like to rally all of you into prayer for us, as we excitedly await the arrival of this little one.
Please pray as you are led, but specifically:
1. readiness. We know baby will arrive in God's perfect timing, but we have NO idea when. So, pray that we can be motivated to getting prepared.
2. logistics. Pray that we can have a plan in place, specifically someone to watch our oldest two when we have to head out to the hospital.
3. calmness. When Joshua came I was calm. I wasn't scared, or worried, or bogged down with the fears and risks doing a VBAC. Please pray that I can be surrounded by Holy Spirit in the same way this time, so that my fears do not hinder my body from doing what God designed it to do during child birth.
4. timing. The doctor that we have chosen to deliver this baby, is LITERALLY the only doctor in town to still be doing VBACs, and she will allow me to try for a vbac if she is the dr to deliver. Pray that I go into labor on a day/night that she is not travelling.
5. baby growth. Of course we want baby to grow and be healthy to be born, but please pray that he/she doesn't gain too much weight. I haven't asked the doctor what would be too big to let me continue with a VBAC, but I know there is a limit. So just pray that baby stays on an average gain weight :).
6. Please pray for my labor, the delivery and a healthy baby. Pray that my labor is fast, delivery is safe, and baby is healthy!
Thank you all so much for your love, support and your prayers.